it's day fourteen! that means i havent drank for two weeks! i bet it will start feeling normal soon. today i started new job. it was pretty good. not awesome, not bad. there are a lot of nice people. i hope some of them want to be friends with me. everyone was pretty quiet but i was very friendly and hopefully people will like me. if they dont, well, at least i'm getting paid better. oh, one super shitty thing is that health insurance kicks in thirty days after i start -- at the next first of the month. so not until august first. which means i have to get cobra for TWO months. oy. shitty and annoying BUT. it's worth it. so i'm going to complain a little and then move on. there's nothing else i can do so. it is what it is.
after work i ran like hell to my meeting and got there late, but was there for enough to feel better after. but walking home, i was just kind of stressed and tired, and hit with a hard WANT TO DRINK urge. but i didnt, and i have to think that every time i want to drink and dont drink, it's a learning experience, a reminder that i dont have to do something just because i want to, and that the feeling will pass.
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